Of za'atar and blood

Israeli forces have attacked a flotilla of aid-carrying ships aiming to break the country's siege on Gaza. At least nine people were killed and dozens injured when troops intercepted the convoy early on Monday 31 May. International news release
List of goods allowed into Gaza since December 2009 comprises 81 items, including za'atar (no. 56) BBC News guide on Gaza under blockade
Vos estis sal terrae quod si sal evanuerit in quo sallietur? Matt 5:13

My jar of Middle East za'atar turned to an apalling taste. Its earlier rich perfume is masked by a thick, sticky odour. Za'atar now smells of fear – and shame.
Seems as if the sun that dried its bouquet of spices revoked its warmth. Or as if the aromas have been chased out by the chilly dusk of troubled hearts and clouded minds.
Then, if i sense more thoroughly, another - disturbingly familiar - odour surfaces. This is no spoil - this is a also mine. It is the stench of turning away. Of accumulated ignorance and insensitivity. Of bitter emptiness. Within.